You never died..

You live in the hearts of a billion people

He never thought the day he turns 30 would be the last day of his life.He never knew vesting his intrests in public welfare and fighting for corruption would ravish his spirit away from this world.
You are an iconic person Mr.Satyendra Dubey (Nov 27 1973–Nov 27 2003)Born in a small village in bihar and who completed his Btech from civil engineering from IIT kanpur and Mtech from Indian Institute of Technology (BHU),he joined NHAI in 2002(National Highway Authority Of India).He was the whistle blower in exposing the financial irregularities on road mafia in Bihar.He was slained mercilessy ,shot dead for just being honest and acting as a responsible citizen.He wrote a letter to the prime minister of India asking not to reveal his identity.But the govt forwarded it directly to NHAI.How senseless.He received many threats.Despite all these he stood up for truth,for justice.So courageous to unravel the the tangled world of corrupted people and officials.Every one knew that it was a cold blooded murder.Yet CBI gave a clean chit saying it was the robberer who shot him.But all the witnesses in the case died mysteriously which just shows that it was a plotted murder which involved many seemingly famous people in society.Six years after his murder court convicted the accused.As said Justice delayed is justice denied.His murder led to several protest in India as well as other countries.But whatever happened or happens,India has lost one great person,a leader.People are indebted for his braveness and the good done to them.He is still remembered by the people.Not just Bihar,Not just India.Every person who believes in truth,who want to eradicate corruption,who want to make India proud.I salute to you.You live in the hearts of a billion people for eternity.I revere you.May your soul rest in peace.

 Bd@y..Great D@y...!!!

 
Wanted to post it yday but couldn't.

Back to yday ..sep 1 2013

I slept off as usual by 11 o'clock.At 12 my friend woke me up and shouted happy bday...!!! I was astonished ,half asleep.My friend wished me and i've cut the cake.Got Birthday bumps too...till the candles were blown..Thanks to the Trick candles:P ..My friend got a gift pack and asked me to open blindfolded with my face dabbled in cream.I had to guess and open all of them..I missed one though..they were simple very cute.I was totally happy.She is so sweet to think of all those.I could never even get an idea to do such sweet things..

I was really happy that my friends wished me.I woke up next day called mom and wished her too...Glad That we r born on the same day.She is an awesome mom..:)

Was surprised my childhood friend from 7th gave me a call and wished despite being so busy.It was so exulting that i received calls from my friends and cousins.So YES ,people do love me.. ;) We went to IRIS Inn along with my friends at office.One more Cake and a sore back now..!!!

Ooh my whole day was like a surprise box..Yummy cake..Black current:-* And i got a pretty watch as my bday gift..:)Its soo pretty..Thanks No cream this time on my face..(was worried about my dress and glamour in pics :D)Had lunch which continued for 3 hours..Yes u heard it right..3 HOURS..(Buffet)With very good starters followed by pasta,biryani,Jamuns,Ice cream..We were just determined to finish everything..and we DID..!!!The meal was relishing.(Except for a 100 bucks for a 1/2 litre Thumps up :P) We took few snaps and we started for the ISKCON temple.There were lots of people.Probably because its Sunday.It felt great hearing the mantra as we walked past the corridor and we were surprised there were two rows.One for the darshan directly and the other queue where U reach the main temple by crossing 108 steps by chanting the mantra

"Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare
Hare Krishna Hare Krishna
Krishna Krishna Hare Hare"

We went through that way,we were given small cards in which the mantra is written and It was so good to utter them.Every one was chanting.I dont know It was so serene,Blissful as u utter it and pass by each step its like ur getting close to God.Didn't think of anything else,no worries no tensions,Just peace.Mind and Heart In tranquility.We went to the temple and.There were idols of Sri Sri Radha Krishnachandra,Sri Sri Krishna Balarama,Sri Sri Nitai Gauranga.It was such a delight to watch the altar and there were painting over the ceiling which were just awesome.I just dont have words to describe the beauty and serenity of the place.Its something u should go and watch.The palce is divine,an embodiment of love.We had darshan and then we walked along the directed way.There were lots of small shops where there were idols of Lord krishna ,T-shirts,Keychains and many other intresting things.GOt one for mom too..:)Apart from these something attracted my sight.It is "Akshaya Patra".Learned that it is an initiative of ISKCON Bangalore to provide mid-day meals in the rural schools for the under privileged children and thus support their education. The vision statement of Akshaya Patra is "No child in India shall be deprived of education because of hunger".Intresting isn't it.Working toward a good cause with out anticipating anything in return,Really appreciative.The Akshaya Patra Foundation works in partnership with the Central and various State Governments of India to provide mid-day meal to children studying in Government schools and Government-aided schools.In June 2000, the Akshayapatra Foundation started feeding 1500 children in Bangalore and today it is reaching more than 1.3 million children every day. Akshaya Patra is currently operating in 19 locations across 9 states of India and is conferred as the World’s Largest NGO-run Mid-Day Meal Program. The mission is to reach 5 million children by 2020.(from web)
Hope they acheive it and i definetly felt like doing something,atleast contributing something from my part for the greater good.Hope people turn up and do contribute for such self less organistaions and make india a country where no one would ever cry for Food.

The day wasnt just having fun on my bday,It wasnt just a casual visit to a temple.It made me think and I need to act by doing something.I sure would.Iam happy this thought that crept into my mind is the best gift on my bday.Made it the best.

We took few snaps and left for our Pg and there comes the end of the day..Uff no..!!!dabbled  cream all over my face..Again..!!(they saved it for the end of the day)God..!!! Friends always do have some creepy ideas..!!!And day ends with a heavy downpour of rain lightening and thunders.:)

Goin Bad...

Had a dreary day like everyother day..Made me wonder,infact scared the hell out of me how my future is going to be.I have always thought of taking up a challenging role in an organistaion and work towards making the best out of it..But every effort I put seems futile when things dont work out.I've heard people saying Things won't work the way you plan and we should make a way to get to them.But every day i just feel its not going to happen.One moment it feels like evrything is perfect the other day it would just remain as yday's sweet dream.After fours years of graduation,the work I do doesn't require any "mental strain"(Brain is a 100% Idle state).There is no challenging work,infact sometimes no work at all.Every day I wake up Im just trying to battle with the Frustation,fury..jst working on to be calm and patient..studying...Hope It helps and shows me a better way sooner or later...I dont know how many of my friends or my colleagues feel this way...I guess most of dem do feel the same..I just wish i get to work in a place where in it makes me happy,makes me lively,devour for challenges,and most importantly makes me stand out as a better person,Infact Best.

                                         My First Love...

You Cloistered me for months,

Turned my chrysalis to a butterfly,

Led me into this awesome world,

And filled my life with beautiful colours.

Cuddled in your arms,

Nourished with your love,

Brought up with utmost care,

I've been a toddler.

Holding my hands,

When I'am in an Imbroglio

You gave me a fillip,been my best cobber,

Who tapped on my shoulder,

Assured me that everything is going to be fine,

You were an aegis for me.

When I was in low spirits,

You gave me the wings,

To chase my every passionate dream,

Brought me to the brink of happiness.

You are a monsoon of hope,

In a summer of despair,

You are the gleaming sunshine,

That blossomed the buds of my life.

You are an inspirer of my past,

Admirer of today,

The architect of my tommorrow,

You are my hope,my strength,and my confidence...

You took my pain and left me in Blithe,

You are my first and everlasting love, Maa..

You showed me the true essence of life,

You are Ineffable and our Love is an abyss...

Maa....I revere you and love you for,

Embellishing my life with your love and care. 

Happy Mothers Day....Love you Mum...

 

 The sea shore.......

 

As i walked along the shore,

pampered by the zephyrs,

Embraced by the dark nimbuses,

Enticed by the niveous moon,

Peering out of the murky sky,

Shimmering its light allover,

Glistened the sand with auric.

As the tiny waves tossed by,

Fondling the feet gently

I gazed at the deep blue sea,

Blended in the smalt sky,

Boundless,calm and peaceful.

My heart seemed to lighten,

Lost in the natures beauty,

past the miseries of life,

Beyond the barriers of sadness,

Into the world of riveries.

Everything seemed tantalizing,

Inviting yet feigning.

As a bolt of ligtneing struck,

The sky roared with thunders,

It started drizziling,

Shoving me out of my dream world.

I ran past by the dock.

Everything was fleeting yet Enthralling...!!!

Reminiscences

Past the lanes of memories,

As I bethink of the days,

Alone in a serene place,

Awaken by chirping of birds and chanting of mantras,

The rising sun in the azure sky,

With the view of green pastures,

My heart melts down in exult.

Life seemed to invite in,

Fill it with beautiful moments,

Moments that become treasures,

Which cannot be plundered,

And last forever in the pages of my life…

and there goes my beautiful pages of life…Life At Amrita..

*****************************************************

The day I was left alone ,

Tears filled in my eyes ,

With a feeling of loneliness,

Unaware of the hospitality people would give in…

With all the best wishes and good luck,

I Was invited into a family,

Bonded with amicability

Filled with spirituality

And led by values…

It was my first glance at the divine mother,

My heart sank into deep reverence for her,

I was waiting for my chance to get a hug,

And I got one..!!!

It was incredibly great,

Which mollifies all pain in u,

Its merely a perfect bliss,

cannot elucidate well though,

Even with any word in the lexicon.

Engineering was a mere subtle choice

Things get in the way u handle them.

Like many I didn’t get in its way

And got cranked in its whirl..

Alzebra and statistics ,

Was a mystic world,

Electricity and computers

Were an abyss of braindrains.

It’s a tough choice to make

When options are out of ur ambit

I did make one

And I became none!!!!!

Just a some one

Among every one

A resistor and capacitor ,

Inductor and diode,

Is life all about these?

Hovered with these questions,

I was left in deafening silence.

But,

I had a fun filled class,

Bringing in bliss,

With lots of caring friends,

And many helping hands.

No more drizzy mizzly days

Every morning was lustrous

Rays of hope filled in..

made my  life  gleam....

Drowsy lazy class hours,

Chitchats and bunking,

Filled days with more fun,

Never can we all forget those days..!!!

Days went by,

Finally we should part our ways

Tough though,

But we have lots of treasurable memories

Which keeps us all bonded forever.

And finally I became someone among every one I love.

Miss u all friends …...

With galaxies of love...

Dedicated to all my friends

RENU.