Some one told me “Will I succeed or not?” is not a question to think of or to be worried about when you start working
for a task you want to achieve.Its doesn’t matter if u succed or fail.The most
important thing is how hard you try or how much endurance you have in facing the difficulties to attain your
goal. Often people say I am not as
intelligent as him/her. Yes may be there is something called
intelligence by birth exists in this world, but there is a lot more u add to
it. I do not accept the fact that u cannot do something if u wish for it,if u
have a strong will.Its just that the time taken in accomplishing the same might differ from person to person .There
is never a end of try in your life .For instance I did great with my studies in
my school. My parents joined me in IIT coaching hoping that I would crack it.I
was very excited about it because it was a dream for everyone who opt math to
get into an IIT.Initially exams were conducted in college I was brimming with joy for finding myself in the top
5..It soon faded into last in the first list and den to 2nd 3rd
lists.May be things go fine for few days if you are good enough to crack
questions without studying.(Not that i was intelligent by birth but i wasnt bad either..:):)) But u know what.. that’s just ephemeral. People
around me were meticulous, they worked
hard studied day and night .They definetly proved good in their results. But the
only thing I felt during that period of two years is to leave that place as
soon as possible.It was a tiring schedule, packed for 19 hrs in a day..!!!!God
dat was a hell lot for me.I was never a swot earlier. People around me always had a myriad doubts .I never had one
coz I never solved one. I remember a day(the
worst) when my warden even splashed water on my face at 5 A.M to wake me up.I
had a classes starting 6am till noon.If my memory is not wrong I heard only one fouth of the curriculum or
may be worse than that. I was always
busy figuring out all possible ways to sleep without getting caught in class. Eat
as many chocolates so I could stop my eyelids from shutting down. There were
instances when I fell asleep even when I was standing and listening to a
lecture. I would chat with friends most of the time find reasons and go for
outings. But shouldn’t I be the best to be in best college? Shouldnt I need to
prove good at my studies? shouldnt I spend more time on acads?I couldn’t
understand all these then ..All I thought was I cant work so much. But the
truth is my will was not strong.I wonder where all my enthusiasm went day by
day.Days passed by and my grades became more worse.The terrible days would be week ends when parents visit and inquire about
my studies.I would have a bad feeling the for the next few days and I try to
study but the old me comes back with flying colours.!!!!!Back to pavilion, no
study again.And yes +2 ended.The awaited day(for my parents) finally came. I
failed as expected( by me!!!). My state board exam was equally messed up(infact
a bit more).Then I understood that I was screwed for one big time..!!!That day
was no less than a nightmare. I was given an option at home to retake the exam If I
wished for..But the lazy me inside did not have the patience nor the endurance
to go through that sleepless nights .I quit..!!!! I joined in engineering some
where else.So the whole point in narrating this is Was I incapable of getting
into IIT ?Was I not good enough?Wasnt I smart like others?The answer is I
didn’t have the patience to TRY.I wasn’t perseverant. Infact I didn’t even attempt to try.I accepted the failure
knowing that I didn’t give in my best .So what I believe is u would always
have a second chance a third one and even more in life ...But Ur success lies in making use of that
precious chance .Its not important if u fail or lose. U just have to try hard enough not to have any regrets
in your life like I have one now..Life always gives you oppurtunities the
success lies in identifying them and facing the hurdles with a brave and strong
will.U work hard for something you will definetly achieve
someday…!!!!!So I stick back to the phrase Impossible its self says I’m
possible..So friends don’t ever give up by saying its not meant for me.. I cant do
it…!!!!!!
